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He nods and nestles his face in her neck, his lips brushing against her warm skin. Larry closes his eyes and takes a deep, steadying breath. His alcoholism did little to keep their marriage intact. It was the reason for countless arguments between them and even more lonely nights. At one point, he decided it wasn’t worth it to lose his wife and family because he couldn’t control himself.

“Mm, a slight positive to an otherwise shit twenty four hours.” He answers, his words slightly muffled by her neck. Larry pulls back and looks up at her, heaving a sigh. “What are we supposed to do? This day feels like it’s dragging on forever. I’m hungry but I have no desire to eat. My mind feels cluttered but empty at the same time. It feels like we’re in some kind of limbo where nothing is satisfying and time stands still.”

       “That makes two of us,” she responds with a sigh, before rolling her shoulders. Ally had no answers, hell, she kept asking herself the same questions for hours. Though she had yet to be able to find any answers. “I don’t know… I know that eventually, our bodies are going to force us to do things like eat and sleep, but until that point… it’s all sort of just up in the air.” Ally honestly wished she could shut her mind off, if even for just a short while, though she’d already tried forcing herself to sleep. That had been unsuccessful.

The blonde lifts one half of her lips, before shifting slightly on the counter as she looks down at him. “I mean, I guess we could try to eat… though, I just looked through the pantry and fridge. Nothing really looked appealing to me, though that doesn’t really come as a shock.” Ally states. “And to be honest, I have absolutely no clue what time it is anyway…”